Hello Darkness my old friend!

Hello darkness, my old friend. I've come to talk with you again....
Because a vision softly creeping. Left its seeds while I was sleeping....
And the vision that was planted in my brain. Still remains....
Within the sound of silence....


Song done originally by Simon and Garfunkel, but the specific version I was thinking about here was the cover done by South African Goth slash whatever you want to call the genre', The Awakening. This one has a darker feel to it. Which, for now suits my mood a lot better. Yep, that's right.... I'm in a bit of a dark place tonight, and actually have been yesterday and the day before that and the week before that. I am the proud owner of a depressed life! 


  It is starting to haunt me really. I can't concentrate or focus anymore. It feels like this feeling, this darkness inside of me is taking over my life. I need to do something about this, but what and how. I sometimes feel to depressed to even think of a solution for my situation. 


  I still have not thought of a perfect plan to "fix" myself up. And for now, I don't think that matters. All that matters is that I tell someone about it because I can't take walking around with this burden on my shoulders alone. I don't have any close friends like I used to. I don't have anybody to talk to about how I feel and have no one to ask for guidance or someone to tell me it's going to be OK! But that's ok. I am used to it.  


I am used to being alone.....